Give It All Over, You Never Know What Might Happen!

Life is so mystical, exciting, and mind-blowingly amazing when everything is given over to the Spirit. Every single aspect of our lives, of my life!

This year has been my year to hand over everything—my preferences, my interest in music, what foods I enjoy, my personality, everything. This has been my year to let the Spirit shine unclouded through me and my body. It’s my year to meet life and my script without judgment and barriers and limitations. Contrary to what this might sound like, I have not given up anything; in fact, I've only gained more joy, more freedom, more contentment, more ease.

It's been so incredibly inspiring to watch this year unfold and see and feel the changes inside me that are coming through simply by allowing all things to be exactly as they are. I've allowed my feelings, my desires, my upsets and feelings of wishing things were different sometimes, my natural state of being. The Course tells us that our paths and curriculums are highly individualized. Since I've really allowed this and fully accepted this, I cannot even begin to describe how much has shifted and opened up in me. Everyday is absolutely miraculous in its own way. Everyday, the Spirit is giving me more things to look at in my mind, let them move in my mind, and see what gifts He's wanting to give me.

The year started with allowing myself to get a septum piercing, which was a thought that had come to me over and over for months. I don't know why the thought was there, but I got so happy when I didn't push it away anymore or think that it wasn't given to me, that it wasn't somehow helpful for me—and the whole, oddly enough. Next, it was makeup and different foods that I've always very much enjoyed. What I'm finding over and over again is that I have no idea what's helpful and that I cannot judge the thoughts that come to me. These things that seem like "worldly" things and pleasures of the ego... every time I've allowed them in, the gifts have been immeasurable for me. And with each one, I've learned something about myself and how the Spirit wants to use me and that He wants to use me exactly as I am. And he wants to give me gifts, so many gifts! The gifts aren't the things themselves, but they are the experiences I receive when I don't judge them as they come into my mind.

Last week, a new message settled in my mind: I am to get a whole new wardrobe for myself. This was a complete mind watcher at first. I thought it didn't make sense as I have all the clothes I need; some for warm weather, some for colder weather. And yet, almost immediately I felt no inspiration for my current clothing any longer. Like it simply actually doesn't reflect who I am anymore. And somehow this is limiting me in how I can let the Spirit shine through me. He wants me to get clothes that allow me to feel more like me, now. It's another one of these things that seem completely unnecessary and yet I cannot deny that this has come in strongly over and over since the initial message. And, let me tell you, even though the clothes aren't here yet, I'm feeling so incredibly happy. Like there is a huge flower blossoming within my chest that has been waiting for a long time to be watered. Now that I'm ready, it's getting watered and it's taking in huge gulps of nourishing water and enjoying every moment of it! I have a huge yes in my heart to this new phase. I've shared this with a couple of people already and the reflections have been of the same yes and pure enjoyment. I feel like a small girl running through puddles of water in big rain boots in ecstatic joy!

At this point, I want to share this for two reasons:

Firstly, I want this to be a demonstration. That this path is not one of sacrifice but of continued expansion and happiness! If you ever thought that you felt inspired by something—an inspiration to make a change in your life, so finally buy that fountain pen you've wanted for so long, to finally move to that country or state you've always felt drawn to but didn't know why—go for it! The Spirit wants to give you gifts you wouldn't ever give yourself because of some judgment about it. But the thing is, you don't know what it's for. And I can tell you from my experience, it's for joy, it's for freedom, it's for something beyond what you can understand with your limited mind. And you won't see what it was all for until you've actually followed through on the guidance! Do it! And don't delay!

And second, if you felt even the smallest spark in your heart from reading all this, I'd love to see if you feel inspired to send me a gift via PayPal that I can put towards my new, incredibly inspiring wardrobe. If this sparks you in any way, visit my PayPal.

Also, if you feel to talk to me, I'm super inspired to share more about this and anything else via Skype (username: jutta0330), Messenger (my Facebook), or phone (435-214-6209).

Love you all so much! Jutta